Freezing rain skating

I went "ice skating" on the sleet and freezing rain that had fallen already. I didn't know one was able to do so wearing Lugz boots. As Kenzie would now say "Those boots are adorable. Are you in a bike gang?" Hahaha. Good times. :)

Bonfires are fun, even if it isnt a real bonfire, per se. However, I've always known that it isn't easy seeing someone you like with someone else. Although, it was a good night for the most part. I received two hugs, which I feel like I've needed for some time now. Coupled with that, The sermon at church this morning was something I needed to hear. The troubles and worries of now, cannot compare to the glory we shall receive in Him.

Female Recording Artists and the guys who don't like their music

You know, being a man that listens to artists such as Hilary Duff, Aly & AJ, Miley Cyrus, JoJo, Avril Lavigne, and so on; I encounter a lot of criticizm for it. Primarily from other guys, but even occasionally from girls, and I have no idea why. This has stumped me since it began. Why do guys have a hard time admitting this to other people. Better yet, why do they have a hard time admitting it to themselves. I think its because the ego of most guys doesn't think that way. I'm sure most guys think that listening to songs sung be females somehow 'rubs off' in turn making them feminine. This isn't the case people. I think that if guys listen to songs sung by girls would help them understand the great mystery that is the female mind just a little bit better. Its basically the equivalent of listening to you talk about what you really feel from the heart. How often can any guy truly say they have that on any given day? Oh, and just as a warning, if you are a guy who isn't man enough to listen to a female sing, then do not get in my car expecting to hear nothing but classic rock, alternative, metal, electronica, and hip hop; then you are sorely mistaken. Granted, I do have a decent variety of music, I'd say about 1/3 of my ipod is comprised of female recording artists. Anyways, just some food for thought. Don't think that hearing complaints from my friends on the kind of music I choose to listen and relate to bugs me, because it doesn't...the only thing that bugs me about it is, why it bugs you, and why you have to question me about it.

Why?

Why must I always be the friend that no one is willing to take a chance with? They know how amazing I am, but are too afraid to have something better. I'm not sure what my purpose is being in this position, but it has always eluded me. Although it didn't bother me nearly as much while I was in the Navy. I didn't really have a ton of spare time to dwell on it like I did in high school and now, being in college. Hmmm. Life's mysteries are confusing to me. I suppose that goes without saying though, since they are mysteries until they are discovered and understood. I would just like this one to be done and over with already.

Boring day for 1/1/11

Well, I must say that today was rather lame. Slept in to like 2 something in the afternoon. Woke up to it being warm, but wet outside. There aren't many days during winter that are optimal for skating. I wish that it wouldv'e rather not been wet. I can't say that much got accomplished today, except or the fact that I just activated Netflix on my Xbox 360. It is quite amazing the amount of stuff one of these can do. Church in the morning, and who knows what afterwards. Hoping to see a couple certain people this week.

The New Year

Well, to begin let’s go back in time for an hour. I felt like I needed to take a walk around the neighborhood, so I put on my hoodie, because it was rather warm for New Year’s Eve. I believe the high temperature for the day was something like 55 degrees. I also grabbed my Mace Windu Master Replicas lightsaber. I started by walking down around the lake which was for the most part frozen over. I spent about 45 minutes walking around Riverwood thinking about what I had wanted by the end of 2010, and what I wanted to have and get done in 2011. To be perfectly frank apart from honorably finishing my term in the Navy and starting college, that 2010 hadn’t done much for me. Hopefully, in 2011, I will be able to find a job, get my own place, and preferably get some work done on my car or get a newer one. I also truly want a stable relationship. I had plenty of fun and saw the world while I was in the Navy. So, needless to say, 2011 should prove to be a pivotal year for the course of my future; but then again, what year isn’t?